I sometimes wonder where the world would've been if Harambe didn't die.
I even came up with a theory a few years ago called the "Harambe Theory".
I really do wonder if the world would have been marginally better or not.
Though, my thoughts and theories don't matter, this world is plummiting, always has been.
Though, its crazy to see it all happen in real time. I sometimes want to isolate myself, never leave and stay away forever.
Maybe thats tone deaf of me.
I still do care a lot of what's happening in the world, I can't just choose not to. Thinking of
what should happen or if I can even do anything (that doesn't involve potentially getting killed) gives me a headache.
I say all of this as if my existence matters at all. My thoughts and words will lead me nowhere. Contributing nothing.