I really hate this college enrollment process. I've been trying to pass a test that's required to get in for months but I can't. I think I eventually will but who knows when that will be.
It really pisses me off trying to pass the test of a subject I'm abysmally dogshit at (math).

I'm a very inexperinced coder though, I think a lot of that is obvious.

I get some of my designs from sites such as createblog or 2000s websites on internet archives.
I spent a lot of 2025 sleep deprived working and attempting to design my site in a way that isn't an eyesore.
I'm relatively content with the current state of the site and can finally get some more sleep.

I've been planning some gore stuff. I had a phase where I drew quite a bit of gore in 2022 (prime goregrind phase) and thought about reviving it.
I realized that my art isn't that dark anymore because I was too busy practicing anatomy and detailed backgrounds. I WILL be drawing more gore again, even if it means traumatizing myself looking for refrences.

This is from around July 2022 (?) of an old character who was a brutal murderer. I remember having a lot of fun drawing this, this was due to me not looking for references.
«---2022
«---(current WIP)

When you think you're doing good in your life and the best version of yourself, your future self is judging you.
It only comes with being human, especially if you're a human consumed with bottomless self hatred, then the cycle of judgement remains constant.

I created a blog lol